Love The Way You Lie

hari nie aq kmbali suram,,kmbali sedih atas apa yg aq bru tahu...i know something about him,,the one i love...he lied to me,,he cheating me...bgus..good job and thanks for it...dea mnipu aq sal dea kt manila,,tp sbenanya dea bkn kt stu,,tp d singapore...how dare he lied to me..aq x paham knapa dea nk tpu aq pasal bnda nie..bknnya aq mmpu g sana jmpa dea..apa yg dea rahsiakn sgt ttg tmpat dea keje skrg tue??i hate cheater,,i hate liar...skrg nie aq xtau apa harus aq buat dgn hbngan ini..haruskh aq putuskn hbngan ini??haruskh aq mbuang dea dr hidupku dan hatiku ini??aq xtau lh..aq syg sgt2 kt dea..lau dea mnta pluang kdua pun,,i'll never trust him again..aq blh nmpak sgt dea pandai bbohong ktika dea mcontact dgn kwn2 dea..ttg apa yg dea tpu kt kwn dea tue biarlh mnjadi rahsia..dr stu aq x percayakn dea..he told me that he love me,,but i cant trust it...i dont know why...haruskh aq percayakn dea??aq mmg syg kt dea,,tp dea pnipu..malah turut mnipu aq..maybe i should think properly bout it and make a good decisions about me and him relationship....n also i know something again bout him from my friend..dea x mncintai aq dgn ikhlas...ttg apa yg kwn aq bgtau tue biarlh aq pndam dlm hati ini dan akan aq luahkn bla tba masanya nnti..pngakuan kwn aq tue mnyebabkn air mata aq mngalir..klau aq tahu itu dulu,,aq xkn trma dea dlm hidupku...bnda itu ialah apa yg aq benci pd lelaki...aq mahu lelaki itu mncintai aq dgn tulus,,jujur,,dan ikhlas tnpa apa2...i need that kind of love...but....hurm....skrg aq cuma harus buat kputusan yg wajar...haruskh aq putuskn dea??klau aq putuskn dea,,adakh aq mahu lg mnerima cinta lain slepas dea??aq sdh jemu dan benci merasa cinta yg x ikhlas dr lelaki..sumanya sama,,sumanya cuma mahu main2kn aq....damm..!!T,T